Had a late night yesterday, but I was glad that afterall, I decided to go out and had a breather though it was a different friend that I met up with. My one-and-only oddball gf. Yes, she is so weirdly in-tune to my interests and likes...but still differ abit in our thinkings.
Went to beach, one of my fav places to sort out my thoughts, (honestly, there isn't much places to consider which provide serenity), it was a nice chat..more than nice as we exchange our opinions, analysed the situations, about how powerful the mind is, traded analogies (quite lame and ridiculous for some)...nothing pressurizing, or heavy, just like a light snack before the big feast (the real problem underneath that is looming to surface).
After a quick bite at Starbucks and slowly sipping our JCF and GTF, we proceeded to a more secluded part of the coast, more privacy, to enjoy WAVES therapy. It was a good therapy...felt so much better though trying hard not think about how dreadful it will be to be at home.
Quoted from a friend
"i think there's a mismatch in what he wants and what you want, he is contented
you want to experience life"
EXACTLY. He hit the nail on the head. I had not call him as a buddy for nothing. Love you...you are one true friend who never hestitate to "slap" me back to reality and at the same time, understands fully what my hearts is tugging at.