Coven Of My Darkest Secrets

Are you not the ONE? Vaguely in my DREAMS FRAY away not from me In your PRESENCE, my REFUGE, I seek my SOLACE My ESCAPISM from this futile, jaded BEING Of endless SORROW and fested with FALLACIES Encased in a SNOWGLOBE Imbued with LONGING Upon the RETURN Of your second COMING

T.O.D.A.Y

Nope, not the newspaper that you got it for free every morning regardless rain or shine. It is just about ME on 2nd Septembter 2004. This day is of no significant importance to me, just an ordinary day or so I thought until....


background music: classical
atmosphere: damp
air: stale, cold
mood: mediocre

Things doesn't seem to go too well for me today. I have been sluggish for the past 2 weeks. I was literally wasting my time away in the office (ops!) because all projects have been completed and pending for new ones to come in. Just as I thought I could again slack my way through the day, came in a project that need immediate execution. What the heck! Got to get my butt of my comfy zone and start all the necessary preparations (oh, I hate paperwork, totally mundane).

I spent the whole morning filling up forms, getting all the information that I needed etc. It took me almost half a day to do all the setups, to double-check the procedures so as not to make mistakes. Happily, trying to link up everything, only to find out that there is some bug in the software. Wasted another 30-45mins to debug and rectify the problem.

Finally can take a breather, in came another job request. Again, started the cycle of mundane tasks. Isn't it irony that when I am free, I am really FREE (no requests, no projects) but when I am already piled up with work, more requests just popped up from nowhere. Like some sales, everyone just crowded to that particular store whose stuff are going at 70%. Wanting to attract more consumers, they might just slapped in free gifts for the 1st 100 customers, the more the merrier they thought. But hey, I am not having any SALE down here and I need a break in between two heavy, urgently-needed-to meet-deadlines projects.

I also found out something. Yes, always when things start getting heavy and overloaded, this colleague of mine just disappeared with a MC. Maybe next time, I should forecast my MC as well.

The more impatient I am, the more the work cannot be accomplished. Murphy Law's. Urghh.
Got to stop all these whinning and get back to SERIOUS work. Can't wait for the day to be over.