Feel disoriented and extremely restless. Though nothing major happened, but the little issues I am facing right now, when all added up, become one big issue. Haven't been keeping my temper in check...and yes, some of you are stepping on my toes. Agggggrrrrrrrrr...
Throughout the years, I learnt alot about myself. Life hasn't been as smooth-sailing and honey-sweet as before (as in during childhood and even adolescent years)...and there were times when I felt like giving up but yet on the other hand, 我不干心就这样放弃. It is not that I like to make things difficult for myself, but being persistent by nature and also obstinate, I refused to give in just like that. Sometimes, I do admit I am quite hard on myself...and always bring myself down...which brings my self-esteem to the lowest point.
Don't aggravate me further...for you who is trying to malign me so as to look good yourself...I shan't explain much...清者自清...not all will do to your bidding...and the world doesn't only evolved around you. But I am disappointed, totally disappointed...