Coven Of My Darkest Secrets

Are you not the ONE? Vaguely in my DREAMS FRAY away not from me In your PRESENCE, my REFUGE, I seek my SOLACE My ESCAPISM from this futile, jaded BEING Of endless SORROW and fested with FALLACIES Encased in a SNOWGLOBE Imbued with LONGING Upon the RETURN Of your second COMING

Why...and more whys

Why am I so pessimistic and not optimistic?
Why do I worry so much and not carpe diem?
Why do I procastinate and not take that one bold step to make a difference?
Why do I yearn so much about something that I'll never get and not appreciate the good things around me?
Why do I not count my blessings but lament so much about the loss?
Why? Why? And more whys....