Confused

Haven't been blogging for the past days, kinda bogged down by some personal issues. My mind is so overwhelmed by trying to find the ultimate answer that I often neglect the true meaning of life. The purpose of my presence in this ever-changing and revolving world. I am so lost now. Everything is so surreal.

It can be such a simple question yet it warrant my whole attention and can be at times emotionally drained. One moment I can be so sure of myself, so able to "psycho" myself to accept whatever lies ahead of me and be open-mined. Likwise, uncertainties and seeds of doubts will start to germinate inside me and I will, unwittingly began to quiver about what lies ahead.

The vision is not clear, vague amidst the gloom.