Oh I am so happy that finally after 2.5years of hardship, I have finally graduated!! Last Saturday, I had my convocation. It was held at the Singapore Conference Hall, situated along Shenton Way. It was about 12pm when I reached my destination by cab. Supposedly to meet my fellow graduate to register and get the guest tickets (in case of long queues) and also to help each other with the academic dress, or as most of you familiar with, the gown.
We managed, after spending 30mins, only to find out that we wore the gown wrongly. But thank GOD, there are some professionals from Werkz Photography that helped us out. Although the ceremony officially starts at 2pm but all graduates are to be seated by 1:30pm. As we walked into the hall, we were greeted by our program co-ordinators from PSB, congratulating us on completing the program. The stage was nicely decorated with orchids and carefully arranged chairs for the university committee members. I see people snapping away happily, so not wanting to lose out, I too joined in the fun. Took lots of photos with my fellow graduates with all possible, nice backdrops I could find in the hall. Till it was time for us to settled down in our seats.
A de-brief followed, informing us, the graduates on what we are to do when we are on stage to receive testamur. In less than 5 mins, the music started as the progression enters the hall with everyone standing up till both countries national anthem was being played over the speakers. We were then asked to line up, and waited for our names to be called upon, walked to the chancellor. Doffing to show respect, one hand to receive the testamur, smile and cheese!
Click!! A handshake photograph on the way!! The convocation ended with a few speeches and all graduates and guests were treated to an sumptuous tea reception at the foyer.
More photo-takings followed, with friends and families as well as a whole faculty. Exuberantly, I pranced around, looking for friends to take photos for rememberance.
I heaved a sigh of relief as I stepped out of the building and walked towards the car. Finally, I finished a chapter of my life and I am ready, to go all out for another new chapter of my life.
I want to think my family and friends for their support, care and concern during my 2.5years of study. Putting up with my cranky mood now and then, encouraging me when I was down and out and about to give up. I truly believe a silver lining exists even in the darkest clouds. So, be bold, be brave and pursue your dreams. Most importantly, perseverance will bring you to the end of the tunnel where a brightly shinning future awaits you.
Tuesday
C'est Tout from
Moi
Just received an email from a good friend all the way from Down Under that he has been reading my blog and that I seemed unhappy. Well, thanks for visiting my blog and gald to hear from you once again. I guess it is more politically correct to say I am far more VEXED than unhappy but yet on the other hand, it is due to this vexation that stirred a little unhappiness inside me.
Bah. To the h*** with it, I am feeling so much better now. Two reasons I can think of...
First and foremost, because this is the start of a new week (it's TUESADY!!) and I got on away with Monday without feeling a tinge of blueness because I didn't go to work yesterday. Though I didn't have a good rest but it was still so much better off than being at work. I enjoyed the companionship of my colleagues, just that work is getting rather mundane these days.
The other more fulfilling reason would be I have finally, after much thinking and asking around for opinions...and the voting was a landslide victory, that I should move on. My decision is finalized. The time is due for me to leave this comfort zone, take this bold step into a brighter future. Opportunity comes once and I have got to learn to grab it before it bids farewell to me.
At least half the stone is unloaded...yes, I have still the other half hanging there. Got to break the news to my nice supervisor. She has been a wonderful lady to work with. Well, life still goes on and we each have our own path to undertake.
Let's just keep our fingers crossed (and whatever appendages) that this parting will be a less painful process.
Bah. To the h*** with it, I am feeling so much better now. Two reasons I can think of...
First and foremost, because this is the start of a new week (it's TUESADY!!) and I got on away with Monday without feeling a tinge of blueness because I didn't go to work yesterday. Though I didn't have a good rest but it was still so much better off than being at work. I enjoyed the companionship of my colleagues, just that work is getting rather mundane these days.
The other more fulfilling reason would be I have finally, after much thinking and asking around for opinions...and the voting was a landslide victory, that I should move on. My decision is finalized. The time is due for me to leave this comfort zone, take this bold step into a brighter future. Opportunity comes once and I have got to learn to grab it before it bids farewell to me.
At least half the stone is unloaded...yes, I have still the other half hanging there. Got to break the news to my nice supervisor. She has been a wonderful lady to work with. Well, life still goes on and we each have our own path to undertake.
Let's just keep our fingers crossed (and whatever appendages) that this parting will be a less painful process.
Confused
C'est Tout from
Moi
Haven't been blogging for the past days, kinda bogged down by some personal issues. My mind is so overwhelmed by trying to find the ultimate answer that I often neglect the true meaning of life. The purpose of my presence in this ever-changing and revolving world. I am so lost now. Everything is so surreal.
It can be such a simple question yet it warrant my whole attention and can be at times emotionally drained. One moment I can be so sure of myself, so able to "psycho" myself to accept whatever lies ahead of me and be open-mined. Likwise, uncertainties and seeds of doubts will start to germinate inside me and I will, unwittingly began to quiver about what lies ahead.
The vision is not clear, vague amidst the gloom.
It can be such a simple question yet it warrant my whole attention and can be at times emotionally drained. One moment I can be so sure of myself, so able to "psycho" myself to accept whatever lies ahead of me and be open-mined. Likwise, uncertainties and seeds of doubts will start to germinate inside me and I will, unwittingly began to quiver about what lies ahead.
The vision is not clear, vague amidst the gloom.
Crossroads
C'est Tout from
Moi
Have you ever been feeling that you are not being appreciated for all the hard work you put in?
All the effort have gone down the drain? Do you not feel the frustration and disappointment when you are so easily taken over by someone else? Credits of your hard work is claimed by someone else? The job you do is as important as it is the base to get other big stuff going and yet too insignificant to get noticed?
Unprecendentedly, I have reached the crossroad of my life. Ever since I declared adulthood, I have been making my own decisions and be responsible for them regardless of the outcome. Paradoxically, it is different this time. This decision will fairly be responsible for where I will be in the next 5 years, at least that is the time frame that I have given myself. I don't want to be too ambitious to set too high goals that cannot be accomplished. Call me a calculated risk-taker, I don't want to fool around with my own future by being impulsive in my decision making which will affect no one but me myself.
I have been working in the same company for 4 years. During my period of serving, I have only been promoted once and drawing a measly salary. Blame it on the prolonged downturn for the past 2-3 years and things only started to have a brighter outlook early this year. To upgrade myself, I also took up a part-time degree at my own costs. Though I can't say I did well, but good enough to graduate with a degree without any major hiccups. It was never easy juggling between work and part-time studies especially when it is an engineering course. With my new qualifications, I would expect myself to get promoted as an engineer if not get a new job.
To my dismay, after foughting so hard to get my degree recognised by the company, I only realised it was just verbal recognition. Nothing, no action was being emplaced. There will be no promotion or pay adjustment with my degree in hand. And what's worse, I am supposed to go through a transition period to prove my worth. This is where it is frustrating. All the time, effort, hard work and years spent working for the company seem to evaporate into thin air, integrated with the atmosphere and taken for granted like you as if you care about the air you breathe in everyday to keep yourself alive. I bet some of you don't even care if it exists.
On top of that, the company would rather recruit fresh graduates than to retain exisiting employees whom they don't have to train, whom have been so familiarize with the work, people and culture of the management and company of course. But so sad that we are worth nothing hence the reason for a high turnover rate in the industry.
I have been comtemplating in leaving the company for a greener pasture. For I am sure with my qualifications and experience, I could easily get a job with a higher salary. And hopefully to be more appreciated. Ah, this is so vexatious.
All the effort have gone down the drain? Do you not feel the frustration and disappointment when you are so easily taken over by someone else? Credits of your hard work is claimed by someone else? The job you do is as important as it is the base to get other big stuff going and yet too insignificant to get noticed?
Unprecendentedly, I have reached the crossroad of my life. Ever since I declared adulthood, I have been making my own decisions and be responsible for them regardless of the outcome. Paradoxically, it is different this time. This decision will fairly be responsible for where I will be in the next 5 years, at least that is the time frame that I have given myself. I don't want to be too ambitious to set too high goals that cannot be accomplished. Call me a calculated risk-taker, I don't want to fool around with my own future by being impulsive in my decision making which will affect no one but me myself.
I have been working in the same company for 4 years. During my period of serving, I have only been promoted once and drawing a measly salary. Blame it on the prolonged downturn for the past 2-3 years and things only started to have a brighter outlook early this year. To upgrade myself, I also took up a part-time degree at my own costs. Though I can't say I did well, but good enough to graduate with a degree without any major hiccups. It was never easy juggling between work and part-time studies especially when it is an engineering course. With my new qualifications, I would expect myself to get promoted as an engineer if not get a new job.
To my dismay, after foughting so hard to get my degree recognised by the company, I only realised it was just verbal recognition. Nothing, no action was being emplaced. There will be no promotion or pay adjustment with my degree in hand. And what's worse, I am supposed to go through a transition period to prove my worth. This is where it is frustrating. All the time, effort, hard work and years spent working for the company seem to evaporate into thin air, integrated with the atmosphere and taken for granted like you as if you care about the air you breathe in everyday to keep yourself alive. I bet some of you don't even care if it exists.
On top of that, the company would rather recruit fresh graduates than to retain exisiting employees whom they don't have to train, whom have been so familiarize with the work, people and culture of the management and company of course. But so sad that we are worth nothing hence the reason for a high turnover rate in the industry.
I have been comtemplating in leaving the company for a greener pasture. For I am sure with my qualifications and experience, I could easily get a job with a higher salary. And hopefully to be more appreciated. Ah, this is so vexatious.
Down Under Pt I: Sydney, New South Wales
C'est Tout from
Moi
Photos. Loads of them, yet to send out any for printing. It has been months since I came back from Down Under. Memories still vividly in my mind. It was June, I remember, the start of the winter season when I visited. A fruitful trip, indeed.
First Stop: Sydney
*****************
My 2nd visit. Many people thought (me initially too) that Sydney was the capital of Australia. It was most well-known (at least back in homeland) as compared to its other counterparts. But boy, I was so wrong. Canberra is the rightful owner. Back to Sydney, my impresson..hmm...very much like homeland. Very busy, bustling with both human and vehicular traffic.
Truly overwhelmed by the amount of asians living in Sydney (probably I was living near Chinatown) , everywhere I go, left or right, I see an asian face. Which is very heart-warming but rather strange in a foreign country where the majority of the population belongs to ang-moh.
Anyway, twas a satisfying trip because I managed to bring my friends to eat the famous Harry's on the Wheels pie and the black sesame ice-cream. Went to the infamous King Cross for the Hard Rock Cafe merchandise. Pop over the Syndey Fish Market and had the most sumptuous fresh seafood. Galore of them. Oysters, scallops, salmon, lobsters etc. You name it, they had it. The oysters are to die for, fresh and yes cheap, so much cheaper, I could almost eat a few dozens.
Daringly enough to go around exploring using different modes of transportations. Bus, train, ferry and by foot. I enjoyed the ferry ride to Manly beach the most. Relaxing, so free, so unrestrained. What amazed me is that Manly beach is just 30mins ferry ride from Circular Quay but a total different haven from the city itself. More laid-back. A good break from all the chaotic and bustling atmosphere plus they have very nice bistro cafe by the harbour.
Met up with a cousin of mine who is studying @ UNSW. Went to a spanish restaurant for dinner @ Darling Harbour. Nice view, superb food and great company. What more can you ask for. Next, the Sydney Opera House. It is a must on every traveller's itinerary. For its magnificant architecture and spectular view. It was relaxing, just sitting around, sipping cuppa latte, enjoying the scenic view (yes, the darling habour bridge is just right across) bathing in soft lights with the breeze gently embracing your whole being. It just washed away all the fatigue, tiredness and I can go on and on lamenting how wonderful life had been.
What I appreciate over in Sydney is that people really enjoyed life. Unlike the routine and mundane life we lead back in homeland.
The last stop before departure was a bus trip down to Paddington Market. There are loads of weekends markets around Sydney (or rather the whole of Australia). This one is special because it was housed in a church and all the stalls had to sell hand-made stuff, no imitations, no nonsense stuff. Bought a floral skirt and a wine holder (plastic material with paintings of famous icon(s) in Sydney). My friend bought a canvas painting, very nice and just right for her new home. Oh, do try out the roasted almond coated with honey. Verdict? Marvelicious.
Not forgetting to mention, Hunter Valley is a must visit for wine lovers. A 3-hr drive where great wineries and beaches reside. A good place place for weekends getaway too.
Ah, Sydney. I spent so much $$ that I almost got nothing left for the rest of the trip where I was due to set my foot in both Melbourne and Brisbane in the following week.
First Stop: Sydney
*****************
My 2nd visit. Many people thought (me initially too) that Sydney was the capital of Australia. It was most well-known (at least back in homeland) as compared to its other counterparts. But boy, I was so wrong. Canberra is the rightful owner. Back to Sydney, my impresson..hmm...very much like homeland. Very busy, bustling with both human and vehicular traffic.
Truly overwhelmed by the amount of asians living in Sydney (probably I was living near Chinatown) , everywhere I go, left or right, I see an asian face. Which is very heart-warming but rather strange in a foreign country where the majority of the population belongs to ang-moh.
Anyway, twas a satisfying trip because I managed to bring my friends to eat the famous Harry's on the Wheels pie and the black sesame ice-cream. Went to the infamous King Cross for the Hard Rock Cafe merchandise. Pop over the Syndey Fish Market and had the most sumptuous fresh seafood. Galore of them. Oysters, scallops, salmon, lobsters etc. You name it, they had it. The oysters are to die for, fresh and yes cheap, so much cheaper, I could almost eat a few dozens.
Daringly enough to go around exploring using different modes of transportations. Bus, train, ferry and by foot. I enjoyed the ferry ride to Manly beach the most. Relaxing, so free, so unrestrained. What amazed me is that Manly beach is just 30mins ferry ride from Circular Quay but a total different haven from the city itself. More laid-back. A good break from all the chaotic and bustling atmosphere plus they have very nice bistro cafe by the harbour.
Met up with a cousin of mine who is studying @ UNSW. Went to a spanish restaurant for dinner @ Darling Harbour. Nice view, superb food and great company. What more can you ask for. Next, the Sydney Opera House. It is a must on every traveller's itinerary. For its magnificant architecture and spectular view. It was relaxing, just sitting around, sipping cuppa latte, enjoying the scenic view (yes, the darling habour bridge is just right across) bathing in soft lights with the breeze gently embracing your whole being. It just washed away all the fatigue, tiredness and I can go on and on lamenting how wonderful life had been.
What I appreciate over in Sydney is that people really enjoyed life. Unlike the routine and mundane life we lead back in homeland.
The last stop before departure was a bus trip down to Paddington Market. There are loads of weekends markets around Sydney (or rather the whole of Australia). This one is special because it was housed in a church and all the stalls had to sell hand-made stuff, no imitations, no nonsense stuff. Bought a floral skirt and a wine holder (plastic material with paintings of famous icon(s) in Sydney). My friend bought a canvas painting, very nice and just right for her new home. Oh, do try out the roasted almond coated with honey. Verdict? Marvelicious.
Not forgetting to mention, Hunter Valley is a must visit for wine lovers. A 3-hr drive where great wineries and beaches reside. A good place place for weekends getaway too.
Ah, Sydney. I spent so much $$ that I almost got nothing left for the rest of the trip where I was due to set my foot in both Melbourne and Brisbane in the following week.
Because You Loved Me
C'est Tout from
Moi
The lyrics to this song is just so right. It reminds me of how lucky and fortunate I am to be loved by so many peeps around me. Specially dedicate this song to GOD and the man in my life who loved me unconditionally, accepting and nurturing me to whom I am today. GOD BLESS!!!
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in youI'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
by Celine Dion
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in youI'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
by Celine Dion
I Miss...
C'est Tout from
Moi
I miss...
your smiles
the sparkle in your eyes
your angry look
annoyed when i teases you non-stop
your commitment
the passion and effort put in
your nagging
fussing over me
your filial piety
the responsibility over your family
your truthfulness
the security i feel around you
your love
the affection you showered upon me
I miss you....really I do.
your smiles
the sparkle in your eyes
your angry look
annoyed when i teases you non-stop
your commitment
the passion and effort put in
your nagging
fussing over me
your filial piety
the responsibility over your family
your truthfulness
the security i feel around you
your love
the affection you showered upon me
I miss you....really I do.
Time
C'est Tout from
Moi
Time flies,
When you had to leave,
Leaving me behind,
Ensue in loneliness.
Time slows,
When you are away,
Imbued with longing,
For your return to me.
Time took a standstill,
When you are on your way,
I'll be waiting for you,
Promise, you'll be back soon.
When you had to leave,
Leaving me behind,
Ensue in loneliness.
Time slows,
When you are away,
Imbued with longing,
For your return to me.
Time took a standstill,
When you are on your way,
I'll be waiting for you,
Promise, you'll be back soon.
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