Coven Of My Darkest Secrets

Are you not the ONE? Vaguely in my DREAMS FRAY away not from me In your PRESENCE, my REFUGE, I seek my SOLACE My ESCAPISM from this futile, jaded BEING Of endless SORROW and fested with FALLACIES Encased in a SNOWGLOBE Imbued with LONGING Upon the RETURN Of your second COMING

Shackled, Are We Not?

Often, we are influenced by our moods and emotions. And this in turn shackled our thoughts and dominates the way we look at things around us. Try walking down the same stretch of pathway on two separate ocassions whereby there is stark contrast in your moods. You'll realise even the singing birds perching on the branches sounds like angels singing from heaven on a good day, and yet it maybe irksome on a really really bad day.

Heehee...I am in a pretty good mood today so I guess I'll enjoy the chirping and singing of the little birdies on my way out later...

Wedding Photos

My Little Black Book

Oh no, I spent $$ again...went to Popular to get a pen but end up...getting my first little black book and dozen of other colourful pens...another indulgence of my writing materials...am going to start my very first scrap book =)

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Stickers

These are my latest addition to my stickers collection. My affection for my collection is beyond words, maybe due to my limited vocabulary, I am unable to find a word that can aptly describe my endearment to these little sticky pads. The ones in the picture below are actually for the PC peripherals...keyboard!! But I just can't bear to remove them and use them...hence I kept every single one of them in a little box that I bought from IKEA. And every now and then, I would just take them all out and admire them...*grin sheepishly*. To let you in a little secret, sometimes I will buy two of the same kind, one for usage and the other for keeps!!

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F.A.I.T.H - Hebrew 11

Often, we lived and do things by our faith and beliefs in people, things, tenets...and we made certain decisions based on our level of faith and beliefs. Below phrases are taken from my church's bulletin and I find it very encouraging, so to share with you all...

Keep up the song of faith, however dark the night;
And as you praise, the Lord will work to change your faith to sight!

Keep up the song of faith, and let your heart be strong,
For GOD delights when faith can praise through dark the night and long.

Keep up the song of faith, the foe will hear and flee;
Oh, let not the Satan hush your song - for praise is victory!

Keep up the song of faith, the dawn will break ere long,
And we shall go to meet the Lord and join the endless Song!

ART BOX

Oohhhh, how I love nice little writing materials with intricate yet colourful designs. I'll get girlish, excited and obsessed. Something inside me just wanna scream out loud for joy!! ART BOX has all sorts of writing materials...and they are all sooooooooooooooooo adorable that I had a difficult time choosing which to bring home and finally settled for 4. Some of the stuff are a little tad too expensive and all imported from Korea. I could just spent at least an hour in this little shop, browsing through and through the materials. How I wish I could just bring everything home but....it''ll burnt a BIG hole in my pocket. Just to share with you....

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安靜

My all-time fav. Jay Chou's song

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的

我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得

你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過

你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你

Started....Ended....Abruptly

It ended as abruptly as it started. It began with burning passion and yet the burning ceases without knowingly.

Cold & Painful

There are many things which are beyond my understanding. There are many questions which I hope to find answers for.
The cause and effect of actions, the outcome of events, the reason behind the indifferences…They say the human brain is the most complex entity but I think the human heart supersede all.

And now, I feel like as if someone had pierced through my heart with a sharp icicle, right through all the veins and arteries…. It is bleeding profusely but the blood is warm, yet I feel the chill. The pain comes not from the bleeding but the cold biting stab. But soon, I will feel nothing but numbness...

My Adoration: Bolso.Beutel.Bags

I am but a true blue BAG lover. My adoration for BAGs is traversely above human understanding, particularly to the male counterparts whom probably dedicated 365days (if not more) to one pathetic sac. A BAG isn't just some old hay sack where you dumped all your personal belongings. And for a record, you can never envisage what you are about to discover in a woman's carryall. in short, a BAG is

i. an assortment of accessories
ii. a fashion statement
iii. an identity

In fact, there is a myriad selections of them. tote, duffel, satchel, haversack, backpack, clutch, evening purses, sling bags, pouch...just to name a few. There is always that one BAG for each occasion and as a matching adjunct for your outfit.

BAG is but a part of many paraphernalia in a woman's wardrobe.

Capricorn THAT'S ME!!

Few people are as practical and ambitious as Capricorn. Yours is the tenth sign, an earthy element, which makes you down to earth and matter-of-fact. Caution is your second name and this is due to Saturn, your ruling planet. You are sometimes shy and lack self confidence and self-esteem.

I've never met a Capricorn who was afraid of hard work in order which to achieve what they want in life. You are ambitious and go for your dreams and usually end up successful. You like money but not if it involves risk. You prefer to know exactly where your dollars and cents are going. You prefer traditional types of savings.

Others do not generally see you as too enthusiastic but when people get to know you, you do have a side to your nature which is humorous and affectionate. You like to work quietly and effectively without creating too much bother or attention to yourself.

You are emotionally cool so you don't warm to people that easily until you get to know them. Once you get closer you start to feel comfortable with them. Suspicion is one of the chief traits of Capricorn and when you meet people for the first time it is your way of displaying maturity by not jumping the gun. You like to understand what another person is really about.

You are a big thinker even though you work methodically and practically by taking your time to achieve what you set out to do. You never like airy, fairy concepts and only work on ideas which will vouch safe your financial and material security in the future. You are not a clock watcher when you work because you believe in doing a job right the first time round. You also hate wasting time. You are frugal, resourceful and hard working. Commitment is natural to you which is why, as I said earlier, you are likely to be successful in anything you attempt.

Not all Capricorns are supported in their lives so you learnt from an early age how to be self sufficient and to make it alone. You know exactly how to achieve your ambitions by yourself. Your primary philosophy is that self sufficiency is strength so you do not like to ask others to carry you. This also has a basis in the fact that you like to take full credit for what you achieve.

"Expect the worst but hope for the best" is a saying that I have often heard many Capricorns repeat. Basically you are very level-headed and don't expect things to happen overnight. People admire the way you work because you are motivated by your ambitions but also like to perfect your work and do it properly. You can always be relied upon to help others and not cut corners.

A traditional life style appeals to you because you like things in their place and need to be in control. Because of this you are not always the most exciting person to be around but you are extremely loyal and will never let anyone down when you give them your word. It does not seem to bother you that others see you as less adventurous. The name of the game to you is living life on your own terms rather than compromising.

Sometimes others make the mistake of thinking you are elitist. They get the sense you are looking down on them but this is not so because you are actually a very generous person with both your money and your time and if the cause is a worthy one there are fewer who are as generous as you.

Due to your cautious and meticulous mind you are a wonderful judge of character and can easily see through the BS. You are aware of the consequences of partnership both commercially and personally and are absolutely committed to your word.

If others get to know you they will understand that you are a very trustworthy, dependent, punctual individual that you can always be counted on to fulfil their needs and help them if the occasion arises.

In money matters you are extremely hard to deal with and are sometimes seen as being overly materialistic. Although you do drive a hard bargain your integrity always steers your course in life.

You have an incredible capacity to withstand the blows of life and even if times get tough your resilience and dedication is second to none. You gain greater strength than others from whatever misfortune occurs. You are like the steel under the blacksmith's hammer, getting stronger with every blow!

Your token is the Goat which shows just how capable you are of reaching the heights of any mountain. Your success is likely to occur later in life but when it does, you share what you have with others. You like measuring your success through what you have.

You expect people to be just as trustworthy as yourself. If you accept a responsibility you do so with full commitment. You always demand the same level of integrity from anyone you deal with both in the work place and at home.

You are sure to scale the heights of success and due to your keen focus, discipline and concentration your ruling planet Saturn insures a great deal of success, power and happiness. Capricorn stands for courage and achievement after a long and tedious effort.

The Eleventh Day of The Fifth Month of the Two Thousand and Eighth Year


Mood: Uncertain
Climate: Cool

Looking at my entry title, yes, I am bored hence the long and lame title =p

I love the luxury of vegging out in front of the tv, lazing on my big, soft cosy bed and blogging all at the same time. What more can you ask for, this is heavenly for me, woooh! It would be purrrrrrrrrfect if I can just had a cuppa aromatic cappucino to hydrate myself but unfortunately, it is not going to happen. Mr Naggy, as the implies, will start nagging at me and then followed by a prep talk about an email that he read about ants crawling in the brain and attacking it. I think even without the ants, his brain is being attacked...heehee, he is mugging for his exams and so for now, he is too busy to even nag at me. Great!!! Peace!! *grins*

The Apprentice show is now on...but I am not really watching it, I on the TV for the sake of the sounds that it is transmitting through the speakers...am flipping through the channels, nothing interesting though...aggggrrr bored.

My Co-workers...

In my previous entry, I was being skeptical about joining my current company. Now I am thankful that I took up the job not just because of the monetary gains but is greatly blessed to have such friendly colleagues/ boss and also a conducive working environment. After so many months of search, when all seemed hopeless, GOD opened a door for me.

Days passed and I am into my third week already, things had been by far quite smooth, no major hiccups. Even on Mondays, I don’t feel blue at all, because I know I will enjoy my time in the office with my fun colleagues. With a doubt, of all, I enjoy the morning chat and lunch breaks the most =)

We are multi-national…Singapore, Malaysia, Indonesia, India, Philippines, China….

Su – you’ll nbr see her with repeated clothings for 2wks…& she is half-halal like moi
Jes – most senior employee but not oldest (she’s into her eleventh year), very helpful and patient and tallest of all
Ade – my neighbour…(we used to live in the same blk and never met each other till now), cheerful mama
Ela – the lady alwiz in black and always ready for a laff (we alwiz ask her how cm she wear black everyday, but when she don’t, we will ask her why not)
SH – my junior in poly (but nbr seen her b4), very funny in her own way…being frank and upfront is her trait and is on honeymoon now
Lin – the indo-chinese…her accent and actions just made you smile
Ivy – quiet but strong faith in the Lord
Mei – the youngest of the lot, can eat alot but nbr get fat (envy!!)
Rol – one of the few guys, our IT expert, all the way from Philippines

and many more…

May the Lord bless each and everyone of them, and also bless that the company will pick up soon and earn big big bucks!! (so we can get bonus mah…)